A Dream of Great Love

It was 5:30 in the morning of July 4, 2010 when I woke up because of a dream.
I dreamed of teaching somebody like Charsel(A student of my mom that is too hard to teach). In my dreams I have to cut his eyes(but it is not bleeding ok? the purpose of it is just to make him blind) with a blade so that he couldn't see, obey my instruction and not harm me while teaching him how to post the drawings on a painter's board. I did cut his eyes because I want him to learn. I love him although he already hurt me many times and other teachers already gave up on him. But I still choose to love him beyond what had happened in the past. While the lesson of drawing is being done, the Lord impressed me that I was the student in my dream. When I realized it, my tears starts falling on my eyes. I couldn't stop crying that time because I knew that I'm really like the student in my dream. His love overwhelmed me as I realized my dream. I can imagine that time He is looking at me with a smile "na parang wala akong ginawang mali". His love covers my sins that no matter how great it is, He still choose to love me. As I open my eyes(but still crying), I ask forgiveness to the Lord. Although my eyes are already opened, I could see clearly that after the lesson, my student told me that he loves me then he hug me afterward. I felt joy in my heart as my student hug me. Although it is just a dream, I know at that moment, God felt joy in His heart because I ask forgiveness to Him and realize how great His love really is...